oh pharmacy school

America Runs on Drugs

alaska

this makes me want to go to alaska...or north and lay out there and just stare up at the sky

it's so pretty

my life has been consumed by school yet again

the beginning half of feb is looking very busy so can't wait for the next couple of weeks to be over with

i talked to the bffl the other day and she might not be coming home this summer because she might be doing an internship which is really sad because who will i hang out with this summer?

she'll be in pa, others staying in boston, others spend their entire lives with their significant others...which is making me think that maybe i should think about taking an internship in boston instead of just working at the hospital...at least there'll be friends staying in boston

i have a lot of thinking to do


and i really want a macbook...my laptop sounds like it's ready to die

this week's almost over :)

yay for the week being almost over
i like thursdays because i only have class every other week

this semester is really going to be brutal, especially between IPEP and IPPM...and then to have 4 other classes on top of it.

i'm almost done with the second half of the top 200 drugs, i have about 30 left to do and they're pretty much all alike, oral contraceptives, so it shouldn't take me too long hopefully

i feel like i haven't done too much yet and everyone else is studying hardcore...whatever
the first week of classes isn't even done yet, there's no need to start studying like it's finals week yet. haha

snow day!!!

so today was supposed to be the first day of classes but we got this snowstorm last night into this morning, and classes were cancelled! :)

and it wasn't even THAT much snow
this is awesome

new year, new me?

i want to change things this year

i want to change them A LOT

happy new year?

so i'm a couple of days late...but happy new year

school starts in a week, isn't that crazy?!

this is my schedule

week one:
monday: physiology/pathophysiology 11-12:15, biochemistry 1-1:50, intro to pharmacy practice management 3-3:50
tuesday: pharmaceutics 11-11:50
wednesday: IPEP 8-10, physiology/pathophysiology 11-12:15, biochemistry 1-1:50, intro to pharmacy practice management lab 3-5:50
thursday: no classes :)
friday: pharmaceutics 9-10:50, physiology/pathophysiology 11-12:15, biochemistry 1-1:50, research methods in epidemiology 2-3:50

week two:
monday: physiology/pathophysiology 11-12:15, biochemistry 1-1:50, pharmaceutics prelab 3-3:50
tuesday: pharmaceutics 11-11:50
wednesday: IPEP 8-10, physiology/pathophysiology 11-12:15, biochemistry 1-1:50,
thursday: pharmaceutics lab 1:30-4:20
friday: pharmaceutics 9-10:50, physiology/pathophysiology 11-12:15, biochemistry 1-1:50, research methods in epidemiology 2-3:50

and they alternate every other week
ugh my fridays are going to suck

i'm really really REALLY nervous about IPM lab.

this break pretty much sucked. between work and barely seeing anyone and bitchiness in this house

Nobody Told Me There'd Be Days Like These

well this is the first post

i moved from LJ



let's start off by saying that i am completely exhausted, even though i still got my eight hours of sleep, even though i take my vitamins, i'm still completely exhausted



i've been studying for my exams next week

biochem on monday, pathophys on wed, and pharmaceutics the following monday



the good news is that after that pharmaceutics exam it'll be thanksgiving break



school is defintely kicking my butt this year, study for hours and hours, not even cramming, but consistently studying and i can't seem to get the grades that i want, with the exceptiong of my IPEP midterm which i was able to get an A on, but i still wanted that 100.



and it sucks because we have all these transfers who already have degrees. there's SO many of them, and they're all so smart because they've taken these classes already so the class average is always normal-high even the the majority of the class has no idea what's going on. and it's also frustrating because i really need to work at this and my entire life concepts have always come to me so easily and i've never really had to study. learning to study properly at 20 sucks, i can't just read it the first time and get it anymore.



i've been so stressed lately and i hate it. i drinking this destressing tea by the gallons. between school and work it's getting to me. i also hate my job. i'm the only student on a fixed schedule and i'm called every single week to come home and work or if i can cover on a holiday or whatever. there are other students, ask them. i'm tired of consistently being called.



i'm probably coming off as really whiney, but whatever, i'm cranky and i have no one to rant to, so it's all going down of here

and off to work i go